I don't have the best memory. Others can remember events from elementary, classes, friends, and funny stories. I blocked everything out. Most of middle school and high school. Every now and then I get the fondest feeling of memory, almost like deja vu. It'll happen at the most random times, and just as soon as the feeling came it leaves. It's usually the weather, walking in front of my house on an autumn day brings back a feeling of childhood. Or hearing the song doing it wrong brings back a feeling of heartbreak I don't remember having, you have to love to have your heart broken. But when I get these deja vu feelings I want to stay in that moment, trapped in a warm cloth of familiarity.  Alas it is over, the warmth leaves, and I'm back at a crossroad. No exit sign, no path  previously taken, just the present or the unknown.